Monday, November 15, 2010

Celebrations

I celebrated my 37th birthday this weekend. I have NO idea where 37 years have gone...I really used to think that people my age were old, but I guess I no longer have that luxury! I've accomplished a lot in my 37 years, but also feel like I have so much I want to do and kinda feel like time is running out on some things that I feel strongly about. Like being a mom. Yes I have a home daycare and get to spend five days a week loving on babies. But they're not mine. And that's okay. But I do really desire to be a mom. And the clock is ticking on that. Just gotta keep praying for the Lord's guidance.

We celebrated with a party at my sister's on Friday complete with mashed potato bar and all the toppings, lots of yummy appetizers and dips and cupcakes, truffles and pastries...YUM! (NOT to forget the slushy grown up drinks and "serious" Choclatinis).The group above is the crew in attendance, minus Mary Ann who is taking the picture. Love my girls! I can't imagine my life without any one of the them in it. So here's to another year!

We also celebrated 34 years of my church, well, being a church! I haven't been there since the beginning, but pretty darn close...I'm pretty sure we started there in 1978 or 1979. So that's a pretty long time. But it's home and it's comfortable and it's "my" church. The Lord has been preparing me I think for maybe the idea of it's okay to not be at "my" church. But for right now, I'm staying put...until He leads me elsewhere.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Weekend in Lake Lure

I spent the weekend before last at a fabulous cabin in Lake Lure, NC scrapbooking, relaxing and spending time with friends. I cooked and washed dishes, cropped a little and then cooked and washed dishes again. Such is the life of a scrapbooking consultant on a weekend retreat.

But I loved every single minute, okay maybe not the loading and unloading part, but the actual having fun part! The weather was great, the cabin was awesome and the food was delicious!

The picture to the left was on the road up to the cabin...I have always loved to take pictures of winding roads and of course add beautiful fall color to it...and it's just too cool! I like this picture because it reminds me about where my life is right now...I can see the road clear as day, it's well formed and uncluttered, but at some point, I can't see around the bend...I have to trust that the road on the other side of what I can see is just as clear. I have to have faith that there isn't a cliff that I am going to fall off or roll down. Only God can guide me when I'm unsure. I know this...He loves me THAT much. That's not to say that I'll never make a wrong turn or miss a road and have to do a big ol' U turn. But God's grace and mercy will surround me down the path, no matter how twisty or turny it is.

Here's a shot by the lake...How marvelous is God's creation? Just kinda takes your breath away! I am so lucky to be able to enjoy time away and literally sit and just "be" in God's masterpiece!

I've been thinking about my blog lately and what to share, and what crosses the line into over-sharing. I am trying to get into the habit of online journaling, but I think I'm overthinking things ~ go figure that?!? But I do know that God's at work in my life. Enough said.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Weekend Recap...Monday thoughts

Busy weekend. Again. Seems like the story of my life. But I'm not complaining. Well, I guess I am sort-of. I am thankful that my life is filled with so many people and places I care about that it keeps me on my toes, but dang, some days, I'd just like to watch my dvr in peace, and my pajamas :)

But this weekend was good. Baby shower for a dear friend that I haven't seen in a while who looks absolutely adorable with 2 weeks to go! Dinner at a cool Mexican restaurant with two great friends and then the Collin Raye concert...a great girl's night out! Since I had the rare occasion of having a day off from my own church duties, Sunday held church with a friend in SC and lunch with his family, my sister and my "second mom". Sermon at the church I was visiting was really good. You can check it out here if you like: http://www.nrcc.net/listen.asp (click on "That Sounds a Little Bit Crazy") It's always nice to have a Sunday that I can sit and enjoy a service without my responsibilites...and this one was a great!

Today was busy. Houseful of kids. Couple of teenagers. Typical day. Hoping for a great Tuesday. Don't forget to vote!

God is still working on the situations in my life. I can feel it. Just need to pray, pray, pray! I leave you with another song I'm rolling around... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yAMbEPZfWCY It's an older Hillsong tune I heard at my friend's church. and I love it :)